Saint Mary's University (SMU)

Victims Impact Statement For The Multiple McInnis Cooper Lawyers:

I am writing this letter due to you crossing my boundaries while you were working on this case and warning you that if you continue doing it I will be successfully killing myself to get away from your abuse of power and biased outcomes. Your clients participated in psychological abuse and stigma and refused to stop upon request. Deborah Brother Scott took the complaint when she had a conflict of interest with my professor and had a race inclusion project planned with her. She shouldn't have taken the complaint. I was suffering with severe suicidal ideation and had no other option to bring my complaint forward. They 2 professors found anonymous reviews about them participating in psychological abuse and stigma and refusing to stop upon request. They demanded that content be brought to the student conduct office and demanded that I be punished with a suspension. You sent me a demand letter after I stated that I had met with a lawyer and had a claim. Your demand letter stated that I would be criminally charged for criminal defamation and harassment immediately. It also threatened a civil suit. I took them up on the offer to go to court and they refused to attend which speaks volumes about the legal position they were in and about the guilt they were holding for participating in the stigma. I felt severely suicidal and was actively acting on a suicide and self harm plan as a victim after getting that demand letter because it shouldn't have been sent to a victim nor should the threats of criminal charges or a civil suit been made if they never planned on bringing them forward. I live with intellectual disabilities, mental health issues and live in severe poverty. Once you had an assumption I was not represented you demanded that I attend a hearing to get punished by your guilty and remorseless clients but prior to you being unsure about this the hearing "COULD NOT HAPPEN" which was suspicious and it speaks volumes about how you were taking advantage of my vulnerabilities as a young marginalized woman to benefit your own guilty and remorseless clients. I feel shocked that you took complete advantage of me as a young adult who could not help myself during such a severe abuse of power while none of my rights were honoured. I should have never been forced into that hearing to be punished by the exact people who stigmatized me until I was so actively suicidal that I didn't want to live anymore. During the hearing David Fraser posed as the defence lawyer that the professors found in their personal life and I was told 5 times that he wasn't hired by the university which was a lie. After the hearing the team of McInnis Cooper lawyers drafted the documents stating that I was guilty of posting the anonymous reviews. After the hearing David Fraser emailed Lynn Basso demanding that I get suspended ASAP because they heard that the story had been shared publicly. This was written after he lied about who he was representing and he lied about his team drafting the decision letter. I felt taken advantage of and powerless as a victim who was facing such an abuse of power with such a biased outcome. I was not allowed at my hearing and they refused to reschedule. I was denied my appeal. I was expected to pay a lawyer to contact the school and wasn't allowed to speak through my lawyer which was an unrealistic expectation during such an injustice. I was suspended and banned from the property for 12 months and David Fraser and his team yet again drafted the documents to rule in their own guilty clients favour yet again. This is not just about being mean, it's about being outright biased while working with conflicts of interests. At the last minute my 17,000$ student loan, 4000$ bursary, and 1500$ scholarship was all denied at the last minute and I faced severe housing and food insecurity. I was rudely ignored and refused answers and justice each and every time I reached out for help and support with the expectation that I pay a lawyer in order to get justice. I couldn't pay a lawyer after my income was denied and they were all aware of that yet they had the unrealistic expectation that I pay a lawyer as the only way for me to get justice for my case. I was basically left for my own death to die while they all worked together to find carefully calculated ways to combine their years of education and experience together to get away with it. I have a liver condition that needed immediate medical attention and each request I made to go to the medical clinic was met with being denied even though they were aware that I had no ID's for an alternative. I was provided with a 5000$ therapy grant and all attempts to get therapy were met with a denial to provide it and lies about why I couldn't get it. This was done after I was left activly suicidal to die by the school. I was also denied my right to go to the counselling centre at the school. I was denied my right to go to the food room and I told them I didn't have ID's to go to the food room and I was just theft there without food to starve to death suicidal. Every attempt to get justice for myself was met with being falsely accused of harassment for simply asking. THREE years have gone by and I am still being refused justice and your clients still harass me with their counterclaims through the student conduct office. I don't want to hear from them about any more demanded punishments for as long as I live. They have the right to bring their claims to the police for the police to investigate them or they can sign off on a lawsuit for a judge to view the case. I will not settle until either of those things are done. So stop harassing me in my personal life through the student conduct office to be punished to death by your demanded punishments over and over again until I die.

The large group of McInnis Cooper lawyers did not need to steal my right to my education, my future, my income, my rights, my career and my reputation. You did not need to all sit down together and try to figure out how to combine your years of experience and education to carefully calculate a plan to steal all that I have to benefit your own guilty and remorseless clients. So, stop doing it. I was very excited to earn my education to have a meaningful career as a young woman and I can no longer do that because of your inhumane punishments. I was excited to live a happy life but I cannot do that either due to your abuse of power and punishments that have demolished my entire life. 

If you all continue to work in your conflict of interest agreements while drafting documents to punish me to benefit your guilty and remorseless clients I will be acting on my suicide plan to successfully kill myself to get away from your abuse of power and bias. Your actions have affected me quite deeply and I have sat in a suicidal crisis for THREE straight years while not being able to get out of it. The school lies about the therapy grant and refused to give it to me so that I can heal. So stop punishing me to death to benefit your guilty and remorseless clients. Step back and let the police deal with it because at least they will honour my rights unlike you. 

If you want to work as an arbitrator then don't lie about being the defence lawyer for the 2 professors that they found in their personal life while being hired by the school to draft the documents in the most biased manner. 

I would personally like to see the large group of McInnis Cooper lawyers who have ruined my entire life come together as people to try and fix the mess the escalated out of control because I am no longer comfortable allowing them to all trample all over my boundaries any longer than what I have like a bunch of wild elephants with no self control.  If they are not willing to change and grow as lawyers I will successfully kill myself to get away from them so that I do not have to endure anymore of their demanded punishments after they drafted documents to rule in their personal clients favour. The pressure to be a victim of their guilty and remorseless clients is too much to endure and I think I would need to kill myself to get away from it. So change and grow as people so I don't have to die by suicide due to being scapegoated to death by the large group of McInnis Cooper lawyers who are more than just zealous advocates for their clients because they go too far while going above and beyond for their clients demands. Learn to have patience with me and my journey because I am not willing to fake or pretend to be healed from the trauma you all caused while you refuse to give me my therapy grant so that I can heal from the trauma. 

Suicide shouldn't be my cause of death at age 30 when I should be in uni but you took that away from me.

I shouldn't be forced to pay 15 lawyers because my school illegally suspended me to use me as their SCAPEGOAT to sweep allegations under the rug to maintain their reputation and business sales. I don't want to pay for this type of filthy coverup. 
So, STOP fucking forcing me to.

I don't want to be abused and stigmatized while you sit back allowing my professors to play the victim so that the school can look nice and the lawyers can make an enormous amount of money off of watching me suffer by saying any and all evidence of the suffering to keep in a collection to use against me as soon as they can. They do that after giving me severe and inhumane punishments to lie about the repetitive communications being harassment. They frame and stage it to be criminal harassment because punishing victims severely and refusing to honour their rights causes them to react with repetitive communications. So, they just lie and call them criminal harassers to deflect and project all of their baggage onto the victim to force them to be tormented and then punished to death.  I have a criminal defence lawyer and can easily defend my case so stop harassing me with lawyers for years with threats of criminal harassment. They hold no power over me. They cannot force me to do anything including going to meetings and hearings so don't think for a minute I owe you or any lawyer representing you anything because if that's what your expectations are having a meeting would be pointless because I owe you nothing.  Don't threaten to charge me for criminal deformation when it's not that and criminal harassment after you caused the repetitive communications by refusing to honour my rights and sat back punishing me nearly to death. If you were suspended from you job and told not to ask any questions after not being allowed to defend yourself you would likely repetitively communicate too. 

I DON'T want to pay 15 different lawyers who all specialize in all deferent areas of law to work on this god damn case. There is no reason for it. 

I have been harassed by lawyers for 4 years who pretend that they have the power to take my rights, control my life, intimidate and threaten me with criminal deformation and harasamant charges. 

I'm DONE with it. I don't want to hear out another fucking argument to baseless claims anymore. You have the right to go to the police and make a complaint if you think being held accountable is against the law to turn your own self in for your own lack of accoutnability. Just go to the police and see if they will help you. I am all done being harassed and intimidated by lawyers who have no power over me to be able to control me. If you really think victims voicing their rights about allegations is so wrong and against the law send the police to me instead of harassing me with civil lawyers who really have no power at all to do anything at all. 

Having to pay 15 lawyers because of this case is awful and pointless. Like your'e so non-agreeable and just ignore everything anyways that there is no point in trying to communicate anything. 

I don't owe you or any lawyers representing you anything. Go to the police if you think victims voicing their rights is so illegal. 

Go collect this and put it in the LARGE SCRAPBOOK of communications you have been saving with all of the lawyers for no fucking reason to use against me while you ignore me while reading all that I say to you. It's been a 4 year journey of having everything saved for the lawyers to read over and over again while everyone just sits back while I suffer to death alone. Working together to fake my suspension to look legit is simple and so is reading about my suffering and just saving it for later on like a weirdo. 

Stop ignoring me and appeal my case. 

Stop trying to get civil lawyers to control me and threaten me with criminal charges and just go to the police. 

Yeah anyone facing this case of repetitive harms would repeatedly communicate to sadly try and stop it. 

Stop harassing victims to death and expecting them to not speak about it 

I'm not coming to any meetings or hearings to get fucking SCAPEGOATED anymore!!!!!!

Get the fuck over yourselves and take your own accountability for once in your lives. 

I WILL NEVER HEAR YOUR BASELESS CLAIMS SO STOP PUNISHING ME TO DEATH WITH THEM.

Criminal Charges for victims who come forward: 

I was threatened with criminal charges for deformation for sharing my story of facing psychological abuse and stigma. They said if I shared my story again they would immediately take legal action to criminally charge me for criminal deformation. I firmly believe I was being intimidated, threatened and harassed into being silent about my story. I took them up on the offer to go to court because I was going to pay to defend myself and they refused to go to court so it speaks volumes about the legal position they were in and how I was not even committing a criminal offence. I will not be harassed with intimidation and threats by a large group of McInnis Cooper lawyers who are all using their years of education and experience to carefully calculate how to punish me and make me suffer as much as they can while finding legal loopholes to get away with it. Stop exploiting the fact that I have intellectual disabilities, mental health issues and live in poverty because it is sad to witness. I will not settle for an injustice while you refuse to compromise. Of course you can fake my suspension to appear to look legit when you write the decision letter for your own guilty clients to rule in their own personal favor. That being said, doing that is not just about being mean, it's about being outright biased. Suspending students who have never broken a rule to protect your own guilty clients while leaving students with no food, healthcare, meds, therapy, support, income or legal services is awful and inhumane. Any reasonable person in that unbearable situation would reach out over and over again to get justice. I find it disturbing and sickening that I was told this was harassment. Sorry, nobody should be capable of enduring such an abuse of power while not communicating repeatedly. 

Stop punishing me over and over again to maintain the school's reputation and taking all that I have to survive so you can falsely accuse me of harassment if I reach out more than once for justice. My boundaries are that I don't want to see another punishment or counterclaim for the rest of my blessed life. You cannot legally force me to hear them from you nor can you force me to settle outside of a courtroom. So, if you feel the need to turn yourself in to be held accountable, do it in front of a judge because I won't settle for any more meetings where you call me a "criminal" in your threatening letters, threatened charges ASAP and get god awful suspensions so your guilty clients can get out of trouble. I get that you are on the other side and don't care about my rights so don't expect me to compromise while you are ridgid and refuse to do so yourselves. 

Sorry I am a few years late getting back to you the thought of communicating with you to be called a "criminal" and threatened with "criminal charges" and then chucked away like a bag of trash for you to laugh at was too much to endure. Don't treat victims like "criminals" and expect them to settle for your lack of compromise while you force them to sit through injustice. Victims are not criminals. You force people who have never broken a rule to endure severe and extreme punishments and expect silence and if they are not willing to give it to you you falsely accuse them of harassment to deflect and project all of your pent up baggage onto them. 

Calling victims criminals and threatening charges is the worst way to settle a conflict.

I have been fighting my case for over 4 years which has been hell. This hell has officially sent me to heaven. I will no longer fight anymore because I will be ending my life tomorrow after they plan to expel me from the school. I have faced nothing but extreme and severe punishments for over 4 years and I am not capable of enduring the severity of the punishments any longer. So, I wont. I am all done being taken advantage of due to living in poverty, having intellectual disabilities and mental health issues. My rights are not being honoured to an inhumane extent and it is unfair. 

I had previously tried to take my life this year due to the stress related to this case and the ongoing extreme punishments. I took over 180 sleeping pills and almost didn't wake it. I want to go back to that and never wake up anymore so I don't need to live through this case again. The punishments are too severe to endure in poverty. I will be dying tomorrow after they expel me. I have not had my rights honoured during the grossly unfair case which is inhumane. I will not live like this. I have a 100% lethal plan to kill myself tomorrow after I get the news that I will be expelled. 

It has not been a pleasure being a victim of this case. I think anyone living through this case would end up killing themselves to get away from it. I will not be punished anymore. I will not hear out another defence to another fucking argument. I am all done fighting. 

I am looking forward to going to heaven tomorrow to finally be at peace with God and the angels for once instead of enduring severe and extreme punishments that are too much to handle. I will no longer live through it. 

Please change how you treat people, honour their rights, be fair and stop punishing people to death. 

You should be held accountable for your refusal to stop punishing people to death. 

Go defend the fact that you are lazy and refuse to change as people until students kill themselves to get away from your punishments. Sit with your own discomfort for once instead of deflecting and projecting your baggage onto me because you did that until I died. 

Goooooo deflect and project on someone other than me because your the main cause of my death after the expulsion.

I was severely abused, stigmatized, and harassed at this school for over 4 years from my professors because of my identity as a young student. My professors were accepted and encouraged to commit hate speech and hate crimes by the leaders of this school and some of which joined in on the acts. When I voice my discomfort with it they retaliated and faked a punishment case and wrongfully suspended me to ensure they would never need to stop abusing me. Not a single allegation was ever investigated.

I faced ongoing relentless harassment from hundreds if not thousands of experts, researchers, professors, doctors and research online through YouTube videos and published literature. None of them accessed my lived experience in a legal or ethical manner but rather they stole it like a diary in a disrespectful and heartless manner just to be cruel and to continue to abuse and target me as a victim. One researcher published 9-11 publications and called me awful and dehumanizing names while refusing to engage with my severe trauma in an ethical manner that was serious. 


I spent most of my time at this school praying for my own death to get away from the abuse from the professionals. Four years later the abuse at this school still haunts me. 

The ongoing relentless harassment online by multiple professionals to deliberately harass me is awful because it spread to hundreds and thousands across the country and went viral. I would have rather died then endured being harassed by multiple cruel and awful professionals calling me names. I never consented to any of them accessing my graphic details about my trauma they snooped through it all like stealing a kids diary because they are that unethical. 

I would have rather died then endured this experience at this school and the relentless harassment which followed. 

Someone do something to regulate this school and the hundreds of heartless and cruel professionals who have published by lived traumatic experience without my consent please.

I faced ongoing stigma and psychological abuse which was always met with a complete utter refusal to stop or change it. I had NO option to report it because the woman was a conflict of interest with my professor and shouldn't have taken the complaint in the first place due to having a project planned with her about race inclusion. They gave me no option to bring my concerns forward. 

They punished me severely for coming forward due to the conflicts of interests including threatening me with a lawsuit, suspending me, expelling me, holding my transcripts until 2099, and not allowing me back until I reapply. I personally feel like they have done NOTHING to resolve this case and should at the very LEAST compromise and allow me to come back to the school without having to pay the application fee or wait to see IF I can get in or NOT. I personally feel like they are only creating barriers for me that are impossible to overcome because they know that I am living in poverty and I cannot overcome them. 

This school doesn't care about their students. They only want to distroy them until they don't want to live anymore. Students who have been chucked away to their own death to be abused without resources after never breaking a rule shouldn't have to pay and wait to see IF they can come back to school or IF they CAN'T.

Opening up about the psychological abuse and stigma on campus has rules including that you must endure the following:

1) Ongoing harassment
2) Threats of lawsuits
3) Privacy breeches
4) Conflict of interests 
5) Having your rights violated
6) Suspension
7) Probation
8) Expulsion
9) Transcripts held until 2099
10) Needing to pay and wait to reapply just to create a barrier and opress me even more

They are silencing me for their reputation to make money and they are making me pay to get back in after chucking me away like a bag of trash to make MORE MOENY. They only care about money!!!! They will do anything to get it.